Dear Mary Jane,
I like my thought process when I’m with you. When you’re around I become an optimist. Only positive energy flows through me. My imagination reaches new levels. I’m reminded of fond hidden memories. It takes me a while do decide what I want to do but when I do, I’m locked in and fixated because I know I’ll be satisfied once it’s done. I become motivated and believe in myself more. I exude confidence. I turn into a social butterfly and turn into a person everyone enjoys being around and enjoys talking to. They say that time flies by when you’re having fun but with you, time slows down and it’s so fuckin’ wonderful that I don’t ever want it to end. I am better because of you.
With love,
Averill Yambao Laquindanum
Curtis Mayfield- Pushaman
Timing is everything.
Fuck my life.
I was 18 seven years ago. O__o! Holy sweet baby Jesus.
Turning 25 this year. Quarter life crisis. Haha. Kidding. What attracts me to females has changed. Priorities, didn’t have any at 18. My temper and nack for getting into trouble are just memories. I’m close to 20 pounds heavier. Went from selfish to selfless and proud of that. I’ve grown socially. I don’t drive as fast. Not as much of an athlete due to the injury I obtained in late 2010. My face looks the same as my I.D. I can grow a beard now. My style has evolved I guess. I smoked but never got shit faced drunk back then. I cut that out though. My movie and music taste has stayed the same pretty much. I had perfect vision but need some spectacles now. Wait. Where was I going with this? Oh yeah. I’m getting old. -____-
Haha.
A man who stands for nothing will fall for anything.
An error does not become truth by reason of multiplied propagation, nor does truth become error because nobody sees it.
Stubborn.
There are things we hate to admit even to ourselves. I’m gonna wait until my lie is true.
The worst moments in my life ruined the best moments. I understand that life has it’s contrasts but it’s like I could never have a lasting good mood or moment. It’s always cut off abruptly by chaos and disaster. It’d be cool if it just tapered off into a normal state but almost never does. It’s like I’m cursed.
I used to drink, smoke weed, and go out pretty much every night. Don’t miss it. Not saying I don’t do any of that anymore but the frequency is not necessary at all. Kind of regret spending so much money too.
The term “street cred” died a while ago. Funny thing is this fat fuck still makes hits about crack and kids still buy into it. You do realize crack ruins lives right, children? Wtf?
When I was a teenager I thought I’d be married by now. Haha. Trippy shit. My parents got married 2 years older than I am now. I don’t see that happening either. But hey, you never know. Might have a crazy turning point.
I leave the things that are great surprises to the imagination and only let the closest people know. So if you know something about me that most don’t, you are or were someone really special to me. It may not mean much to you but you but less than a handful saw my heart.
What’s with Homer Simpson and pink?
pink car, pink doughnuts, pink lunchbox, and pink tie when he wears one.
